In the past year I have done more work on my personal development than I have done through my whole life. It led me to quite a few astonishing discoveries about myself. I have unleashed my natural skills and talents but more so my ego.
When we are born, we are innocent. We have no concept of the past, no worry about the future. But in order to survive as babies, we need our mother and her nourishment. Then, when we are a little older, from about age of 1,5 year old, we notice father figure and it suddenly becomes important to get his acknowledgement. If any of those basic needs - need for nourishment or acknowledgement - is not met in one way or the other, it creates a wound in us, through which we live for our whole lives. We also create a survival mode that deals with that wound - it's called our personality or ego.
When I was a university student, every New Year I used to participate in something called Pilgrimage of Trust through Earth. It is an ecumenic Christian meeting for Youth from all over Europe (and the World). It is organised by the community of brothers from Taize, France. Every year it takes place in a different European city.
I went first time when I was only 17 years old and the meeting took place in Paris then. After that, for 6 consecutive years, I participated in those meetings in Hamburg (Germany), Lisbon (Portugal), Milan (Italy), Zagreb (Croatia) and in Geneva (Switzerland). Every year, after 4 days of praying, laughing, crying and meeting amazing people I felt uplifted and enlightened, ready for whatever the New Year was going to throw at me. Then I became a cruise ship photographer and moved abroad, which I guess made it more difficult to participate. I also went a couple of times to the village of Taize in the summer, including an epic hitchhiking trip with my Mum (yes, my Mum!) in 2010.
It’s been nearly a year since me and my partner went to Bali. A lot has happened in that year and I found it hard to find motivation for blogging. I have split with my partner of 5 years recently and am still trying to find my feet. So please forgive me the humongous delay in writing.
Luckily, I took some notes while we were travelling so now I can recall the memories. It’s different to write as you travel, and different when you’re trying to do it after a while, from memory. I’ll do my best.
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